[04 Jun 2009|10:00pm] Hey mister grumpy gills! post comment

[27 May 2009|06:22pm] My last update was sixty-two weeks ago. I deleted my MYSPACE and FACEBOOK account last month. I no longer have any close-friends, I'm not good at keeping friends. I let them go is how i see it. People get caught up in things, boys, school, work, other friends, as do i; and people slip away. I'd still be there for them if they need me, I hope they know that, even if they don't feel the same. So here I sit, watching 90210. Its the new episodes, which are full of hot teacher sex, drugs and donna drama. But Dylan is still a babe. I'm not sure why i'm writing on this thing, i suppose i'm just bored. Colleen is always with Matt doing whatever they do, which is fine, she's keeping busy. I'm happy if she's happy. But there's something with those too, i feel like she lies to me all the time. I'm not sure what she's hiding or why she can't tell me, but i guess its non of my business. Im just a worrier.... but I'm sure it can't be any worse than David's Meth problem. In other news, I no longer work at forever 21! Although I miss my Job as a visual merchandiser (i was pretty kickass) it is time to move on. plus shannon is a bee-otch. But my vis manager misses the shit out of me and I feel bad everyone else is too RAHTARDED to do anything visual. I am currently working at Nunzio's which makes killer pizza, including a gluten free menu. So you probably should check it out. I only work part-time, but i have two interviews for full-time positions as s pet aide at a kennel place or a youth care worker. So i have to decide if i rather work with pets or people. If they even hire me! They both seem fun and interesting, maybe i can work both. I just feel bad quitting Nunzios so soon, so if anyone needs a part-time job, take my spot! its a nice place, the owners are very down to earth and very organized! i'd stay if I didn't need more hours to fill my lonely life. its in saratoga as well. if anyone actually reads this, let me know.... I'm nervous about just leaving them hanging! Hmm what else is new! The cutest baby in the world! Sylas Alderic Bellamy. One tiny little boy who has stolen a lot of hearts, already! His mom is pretty much my hero, for being so young and so strong. She'll probably be a better mom than anyone I know. I can't wait for him to be home, so i can see ALL his cute facial expressions. but any way hannah montana is on and i can't concentrate! 4 comments|post comment

[18 Jul 2007|02:18pm] Everytime I die is playing in rochester on my birthday. 1 comment|post comment

[11 Jul 2007|02:01am] & then everything went numb. post comment

I went to Quebec & fell in love. [25 Jun 2007|02:50pm] C'est dans la belle province qu'on trouve les plus beaux sourires. 2 comments|post comment

[17 Jun 2007|09:42pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | iron and wine ] I'm so happy with everyone in my life. I know exactly who would be there for me, and ill always be there for them no matter what fucked up shit happens, we got eachothers backs. and I dont know many people who can say the same. corny but I love themmm. 1 comment|post comment

[04 Apr 2007|09:59am] [ mood | lonely ] Im sitting at fogg's waiting for my car to be re-oiled. I'm starving and lonely. I really want an egg ham and cheese bagel. yummmm. It's really crappy out today. I want it to be sunny, so we can go on adventures and take pictures. This computer hurts my eyes. go on aim and talk to me. :] aim expresss blows. & this gum no longer has flava. sigh. 1 comment|post comment

[04 Mar 2007|08:41pm] my hair is gettting longggg and im supperrr exciitttieddd. anddd well i want to do something to it im going to get it done some what like this, Hopefully it wont get too efffed up. what do youu thinkk? 1 comment|post comment

[05 Feb 2007|02:52pm] [ mood | blank ] I can't even explain the thoughts that have been going through my head lately. I don't know where my mind is. I make my life a lot harder than it has to be, because I never accept whats in front of me. I want so much, most of which cost money. lots of money. I get random outbursts of energy and motivation, but they never seem to last long enough. Bleh. I've been playing my acoustic guitar, I'm still pretty terrible. It's just so hard for me to sit and do something for a certain amount of time. I get way too frustrated and bored, but i'm going to try and make myself play and enjoy it at least once a day. plus she's a fucking beaut. Today i also dusted off my turbo jam. I did the cardio and ab jam this morning while my bandibundlebaby watched me. I always feel so good after, but getting myself dedicated to do it all the time just doesn't happen. Dedication and commitment is just not in my blood, and I hate it. Im going to school in the fall, and Im hoping i'll somehow make enough money to get an apartment by summertime. If my car was paid off, id be so happy. i feel no matter how much i pay each month the damn amount doesnt go down enough. Fuck interest. and plus my parents have money in the same loan but im the only own paying. well i've been swearing a lot lately, and I sound like a dirty sailor. I've been getting real annoyed easily too. Ballzz. FOT and PTM is coming up. i'll have to bust a move. OHHH and Drunken sledding '07. who wants to join? EDIT: I also forgot to mention that im going to try and eat healthy again. anddd i want to start drinking more vodka and lesss beer. Lets see how long this will last. 4 comments|post comment

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY KAY! [10 Oct 2006|12:08am] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | colleen moaning and moving in her bed sleeping ] LOVE YOU. FEEL BETTER!<3 P.s. everyone dont forget kay/dans birthday stravaganza this saterday, bring presents. 3 comments|post comment

[29 May 2005|09:58pm] Creeps only ♥ 5 comments|post comment

Good grief [28 May 2005|03:11pm] I wanna get inside you. 2 comments|post comment

Reality is truly scaring me [27 May 2005|12:25pm] 1. Protein shake 2. Jog to cvs & back 3. Clean room 4. picturezz! 5. Buy silly things at dollar store 123 4 5 2 comments|post comment

[24 May 2005|10:50pm] School sucked. I left an hour early, colleen came and got me. we went on an adventure. we got subway and Cvs and visited our grandma also Gdizzle she took us into the VOLT!! we were being silly and i shared my reese's pieces and left. I went to Josh's to get a movie and a hug I then ventured off to work. Today was a good day. Food running is easy They fed me quasadillas! & i now know what a one eared elephant is. You learn alot at prestwick. The end.! 1 comment|post comment

[23 May 2005|10:32pm] I'm thinking it's a sign That the freckles in our eyes Are mirror images And when we kiss they're perfectly aligned I bought a bathing suit today. mixed and matched. Bought some movies. took 'how to lose a guy in 10 days' over to Josh's cause he loves it. mhm. post comment

[21 May 2005|08:50pm] [ music | The fall of troy ] Prom was sweet. My hair was sweet My date was sweet The taped light in our Limmoo<3 was sweet. I wouldnt wanna spend it with anyone else. I got to dance with Joelle also. I miss that biotch. Everyone looked soo amazing Im pretty sure everyone got a nice look of my boobies. uhh we went to Dennys afterwards. Mm.Mm.Mm. Josh an I got droped off. I changed and spent the time at his house till 4. It was nice. once i got home i passed right the fuck out. kristina came and got me bright and early. friken 11:oo. crazy lady woke me up. we went to lake george. walked around.i spent all my money and saw boats racing!!!!!! we went to the mall. i washed my hands at bath & body works. i love it. bought underwears. some guys were stalking us. er kristinas a$$. I got scared. he smelt good though. He never called. thank goodness. i hate hanging out with random guys, i dont know and stuff. we went to downtown toga, walked around. i went into mudpies and fireflys.cause i hafta. that place is so sweet. we went to bed bath and beyond. i loveeeee bed bath and beyond. i cant wait to decorate my house.lol im so gay. i spoted a toystore. it wasnt to fancy. but they had alot of dinosaurzzzzzzzzz! I wanted to buy fallon a stuffed "roar". but i only had 2 bucks. Now im home, and im flippin bored. i just rememberd its my parents anniversary. should i make a card? maybe il clean... gah im lazy. <3 oobladeeoobladaa 9 comments|post comment

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WTF [19 May 2005|01:09pm] school is gay. where is josh? post comment

[18 May 2005|11:37pm] I've tried everything I can. i never thought I'd be able to keep going and still feel the way i do. After all that has happened nothing has really changed. You're the same person to me you were then. post comment

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